tissues all over my bed.....

im in bed since yesterday, a hard cold attack me last weekend.

In a few hours a lot of thoughts came trough my mind...i didnt realize how much you think when you dont have a lot of things to do, it is not my case-sadly- because i didnt go to my work today. Huff...i have so many things to create and the time runs against me.

Since february move completely to my childhood hometown, in the south of the country. Over here things seem to be different , the rithim, the people, the expectations, the freaking weather (so cold!)....i still dont really fit ¿why did i move in? well, a great job offer, my 4 years boyfriend lives here (Felipe), or used to -now he is working 7 hour away from here..he works 12 days and have 4 days off-well my idea was just turn around a little bit, coming back to my old roots.

Its hard though, when it took you ages to make build solid relationships in other city and when you finally acomplish that, you move out...into a place that used to be "yours" and now doesnt belong to your story anymore....

im sorry this blog sudenly became to sad..maybe because my cold is making me insane...sorry sorry, its going to be much more positive the next time.

pd: maybe i just need a good party..steph, and some dutch crazy chiks.